I can't do anything...

Even though I'm always right there with someone,
I can't always do much.
I can't always help them.
I don't have a phone, so I can't talk to them.
We're always so far away, so I can't visit them.
And that hurts me a lot.
Everything that I've been through with everyone,
It doesn't seem to qualify as being close to them.
I've always listen,
I always try to help to the best of my abilities,
I always smiled for them.
But it doesn't seem to be enough.
It doesn't look like it's of any help.

It seems like I'm just there, something that just has to be carry around with.
A tool that has no use, a tool that is just there in a toolbox.
They always tell me otherwise,
Yet there's a little voice in my head that says,
"They're lying to you, they don't really mean it."
And often I believe that is true.
I can't differentiate the lies from the truth anymore.
Despite everything I've been through with everyone,
It seems to mean nothing to anyone.

So one questions always pops up in my head....

"What's the point anymore?"